Listening to: Arashi/Hero
Can'tr stop the song playing in my head...can't wait tilll I get the CD! Juz lucky that Juliah and Summer r going to japan, otherwise I'd have to fork out $39.90 to get the ltd ed CD frm Mise...
*cries* Juliah and summer!!! Fit me into ur lugguage!!! I don't care if it'll be cramped!! I'd rather watch Arashi live in concert than have 4 mock tests this week!! lolx...someday, in a few yrs time, I'll get my chance! For now I'll work hard and save up...
Found a way to prevent myself frm wasting money on stuff i dun really need--change the cash to foreign currency like US$ or something...then I can't spend it in SG lol...at least the value of US$ keeps increasing. Some investment...
I'm afraid I'm kind of to blame for Gwen and my unstable friendship...Gwen's a very, very sensitive girl and I'm afraid she's taken certain stuff too personally...yet again...I don't know how to talk to her abt all that either...knowing her sensitivity...Gwen, you always seem to take things so hard...too hard, in my opinion. But sometimes...although I can't quote real evidence like I do in lit...there's something such as intuition...and little things add up...
I guess I've changed over this year...I notice that exaggerated actions and overmelodrama used to be my thing, but now I'm sick of it...It's not whom I want to be...In a way, maybe I really am finding back a part of what I used to be in those innocent primary school days when I was that quiet girl...ok, not so quiet, but less in-your-face than what I became...actually, I think it's because when you see u someone who acts the same way u do and u get turned off by it, u realise what a turn-off u've been to other ppl as well.
What is maturity and immaturity anyway? Some ppl may think they're mature, but actually te=hey aren't...in trying to act 'mature', they've shown their immaturity.
All the bitching that I see all around me is just so...immature...but yet ppl do it. Even I do it sometimes...I guess as I told Maybelline and the rest at lunch on Friday, it's women's nature to bitch about others.
It feels better to spill ur dislikes about someone to someone else, rather than to just keep in in your heart as a growing fester.