Why am I digging up the past again??
I was rereading the old entries in my guestbook...and the old entries in Amanda Phoon's old guestbook...
I don't feel as hurt now. I guess time really does heal wounds?
Just a comment about those old 'greetings'---hardly constructive criticism...calling someone a bitch or saying someone sucks doesn't explain everything...(you know I've always been really frank in my blof. Some ppl dun take too well to that, but you all know I like sharing my opinions, comments and thoughts...)
I'm glad everything's more or less silent, it's been over a year already. :)
It's my friends who should matter more than those who hate me
:) It's nice that a few from my old Sec 2 class still say hi when we see each other, even though they did use to comment about what a b**h i was in AP's guestbook...:)
The ones who were the most outward/vocal about it...well, I just pretend not to see them.
It's sad...cuz I remember that when I just transferred from Grace to Wisdom in Sec 1, Yuyan was one of those who were really friendly and helpful to me... she and Wujuan offered to be my buddies then..
But a while later I kind of became distant frm them...found a grp of gd friends in Shumin and the rest :)
Then sec 2. 'nuf said
I see it as a lesson learnt. Actually, I think I can thank those ppl for giving me this experience...because it's made me stronger...and it's taught me to treasure the friends I have more *huggles*
I just realised that so many ppl spoke up for me in my own guestbook then..ok, maybe not that many. But I've realised that a few of them didn't leave their names, and I don't even know who they are. I'd like to thank all of them...
Those who left all those negative comments--okay, those who called me names...I kind of wonder who they are too. If they're ppl who are in my class, I'd like to ask them--has being in the same class as me for the past year changed their opinion of me?
Lastly, I know some ppl may not like the fact that I like to add information to what the teachers are saying in class...it's just that I want to share it with the rest of the class, not to show of, cuz sometimes there's stuff I really want the rest of you to know. What I'd like is for all of you to do the same--any bits of information or comments on an issue you have, perhaps you could share it too. It'd make lessons so much more interesting and enriching, wouldn't it? Because to me--and I think to many of you too--the textbook is simply not enough. :)
Kokoro kara anata
(entry below too!)
Arigatou