LOL, call it a strange coincidence, but for the past week I keep running into Wenhan whenever i get down from the bus outside the MRT station on the way home...someone gave her a lift I think...every day! We'd be walking in opposite directions and I'd manage a wave or a smile. really, what a coincidence!!!
Lately I've been wanting to get to know others in the class better, it seems like for half the yr or so i was always attached to the same circle of friends and didn't really bother to get to know others...
Will they accept me? Some may have pre-conceived opinions but i really want to get to know them better. I don't mean gain entry into their cliques, but just be good enough friends to chat with them occasionally etc. small talk..stuff like that...without feelings stilted or uncomfortable. There are some whom I'm "Hi Bye Good Luck" friends with, others who are just smile-nod acquaintances, and yet others whom...we pretend not to know/see each other...I just realised there are a lot of ppl in the class I never talk to.
But frm my own observance and experience, ppl are bound to feel strange when someone u've never been on really good terms with suddenly says hi, tries to be friendly or write a letter... I just want to be friends, no strings attached.
Wonder why so many conversations I try to start end in awkward silence...
But things are starting to look up a little :) I really don't believe the ppl in our class are that bad, it's just that sometimes I can't stand the way some of them behave...
But u see the way they are with their friends, and u realise they can be quite nice too
latest obsession: my November Duet!! Arashi on the cover!!! And info about NEWS!!!!
Yuya Tegoshi had an interview with Masuda Takahisa(Massu). Yuya seemed really shy and uncomfortable, probably cuz he wasn't a jr for very long b4 he debuted and so isn't as close to the rest...and massu is his 'senior' in a way. Massu was chatting on and on (very much like what I do when I'm with a quieter person) trying to get Yuya to warm up to him, but Yuya still seemed quite uncomfortable...he warmed up a little toward the end. As I mentioned, he IS newer after all and hadn't worked closely with most of the other NEWS members before, which explains his unease.
Massu, attached to A.B.C before his debut, isn't as popular as say, YamaP...he is close to ABC and probably yoshikazu Toshin as well, but I just have this gut feeling that he, too, isn't that close knit with the rest of the group yet. If I'm not wrong, he's quite new too, though not as new as Yuya who just joined Johnny's somewhere last yr...
In the main picture of NEWS in the opening pages of Duet, Shige, Koyama, Kusano, YamaP, Ryo and Hiroki were standing close together, but Massu and Tegoshi were standing a little futher away, looking rather uncertain. And Moriuchi Takahiro...he stood with Shige and the rest but was dropping toward the back, as if he were trying to blend into the background. The 3 new, not so popular members do seem rather uneasy with the more popular ones...they haven't been on the scene as long I guess, so they don't have the time to get to know the other Jrs besides those frm their own batch whom they would have magazine interviews with.
Give them a little time and they'll fit in better!! They'll settle in and as they have more performances and other appearances together, the group spirit will grow.