Yoz!! Haven't blogged in a long time...
Gotta study for exams. I want to do really, really well this year...
and guess what? I just got my Jap to jap dictionary yesterday, Finally, I don't have to turn on my computer every time I need to check up the definition of a word that's not in any of my dictionaries!!! (Though sometimes I still need a dictionary to read my dictionary...)
~~~Was browsing in Kinokuniya yesterday and came across a book about Johnny's...no, not episode books, at least episode books are harmless, they don't pry into the artiste's private lives or include rumours...
This book gave many details about the Maki Goto/Morning Musume and Johnny's (Arashi and Jrs) incidents...It left me feeling very, very disturbed...probably all rumours, I don't believe--don't WANT to believe that my idols would do such things...but you never know......yet, would someone like Sho have the time? Work and studies take up a lot of time, I doubt he'd actually do stuff like that...I won't repeat them here, for one they're rumours after all and 2. I don't want other fans who read this to feel as disturbed as I was...
But I'm still very worried...was surfing the net when I came across 2 or 3 Jap sites that stated that Nino smoked, and the ppl who wrote that said they had the pictures to prove it...pictures that apparently have been circulating online in Japan. But pictures can be doctored right? I didn't get to see any of that to judge, but I'll have to put my trust in him...but why Nino? In the book I read yesterday which published all those rumours under a 'strange texts' section, Nino and Aiba were the ones mentioned most in those 'strange texts' doing...stuff they shouldn't do....the rumours were circulated in 2000. They were only 17. The Maki Goto section in particular was too much to bear...they mentioned something about Sho doing something...despicable too....BUT THESE ARE JUST RUMOURS AND I HOPE THEY AREN'T TRUE!!!! I should trust them! Strangely, Ohno was the only one who wasn't involved in any of the rumours...guess the ppl who made that up just think he's too old for Maki :P And Maki Goto...either she's really a loose woman (although she was 15! in 2000) or she should really be pitied cuz so many ppl hate her they start such rumours abt her.
Another rumour said that Maki went after Sho (among other Jrs and Arashi members) but he turned her down..."I am not interested in a junior high student, and won't do anything that would let my fans down. Besides, I already have someone I like." If that's ture, good for him! (Though the 'girl I like' part makes my heart hurt.........................................)
Whatever the case, I still don't like Morning Musume. Especially Maki Goto--she could have clarified the rumours if they weren't true! The Johnny's groups too...but I heard that Arashi confronted Morning Musume after a performance on Music Station. They said stuff like "We exist because of our fans, stop those bad rumours!" etc...now I understand why Morning Musume fans and Johnny's fans usually dislike the other grp!!!
I don't think Johnny's fans would actually start rumours about their idols doing stuff they shouldn't do...right?
Anyway, I told Sho that I'd read some disturbing rumours and was really disturbed at first, but I realised that I should believe in them. And I added that as long as they didn't do anything seriously wrong, like break the law etc, I would keep supporting them.
*by the way, just because I keep talking about idol stuff etc doesn't mean I'm not studying hard!! In fact, I would lose my interest in studying if I talked about it all the time...I'd be sick of it. Some ppl get the mistaken idea that I don't care about my studies even though the exams are near as I talk nonstop abt Arashi, NEWS, etc etc... But hey, if I keep telling ppl "Oh, I have this test and that test and so much homework today..." "I am so worried about my OO test, think I'll get less than my usual,say,B3", doesn't it sound like bragging? I have a friend who keeps complaining abt how much homework and tests he has, how late he has to stay back, how heavy his bag is etc. He even sounds kind of proud of it, that he gets more hw than me on some days. Well, I'm starting to get rather sick of it...I wouldn't call that talking about homework. To me, talking about homework is discussing questions you don't know the answer to with your friends etc, encouraging each other on, trading study tips...NOT complaining and bragging about your marks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
**by the way, I don't get a B3 minimum on all my subjects. More like F9/D7 for maths...the rest are varying degrees of passes. That's all I'm going to say.
Will post my letter to Sho tml, included the postage coupon in it..hope he'll reply!!!